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Depressing Deadliest Catch

by aaron on July 2, 2010

I’m finally caught up on all the episodes of The Deadliest Catch. It’s the only reality show that I can watch. This season more than others has really bummed me out. Let’s start with the obvious, the death of Capt. Phil Harris of the Cornelia Marie. Everyone knew that they would be showing what happened (and I was waiting for it) but how it came about was a complete shock. The fact that it took over 7 hours to get decent medical care had to be part of the reason that he didn’t survive the stroke.

But there have been other things about the season that have been depressing as well. The fact that Jake had been stealing drugs (pain killer I’d presume) from his father only to get caught, tell his dad that he is an addict then for his father to have the stroke. The pain that you saw in the kid’s eyes told it all. He felt like he was the one that caused the stroke.  Then you have the Jake Anderson on the Northwestern discovering that his father is missing. Edgar on the Northwestern contemplating retiring due to his injuries is a very powerful realization that things are going to be changing in the fleet quite soon.

Over on the Time Bandit you have Jon Hillstrand going into semi retirement and he and his brothers deciding on an heir apparent, and it’s not Jon’s son Scott (although I think he’ll be running the boat in a few years). Over all there is a very sad feeling to this season not to mention this feeling of impending change. It will be interesting to see how things progress the rest of this season and how things start off next season. The potential for a lot of change is there.

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In Rememberence

by aaron on August 11, 2009

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It’s been way to long since my last real post. Things have been very busy and work and I find that I don’t have the time to write a post.

Today is August 11th and once again I find myself very depressed. For the past 11 years this has been a very rough day for me to get through and I am finally feeling like I can open up a bit.

For those of you who don’t know what happened the short version of the story is that Malky (who has her own post about today) and I had a full term still born daughter after 6 years of trying to have a child. To say that was traumatic and scarring is a vast understatement. The emotion that there was while I had to tell my parents, the pain in their voices upon hearing the news is still hard to deal with even to this day.

Hindsight is 20-20 and I would definitely change things if I knew then what I know now, but those are now “teachable moments” and I shouldn’t kick myself for what I did then.

I will always be grateful for the support that my family and friends gave Malky and I while we tried to get through the aftermath and try to pick up the pieces of life after they were shattered.

So to my daughter Nechama, happy 11th birthday. I love you, I miss you and thank you for being part of my life no matter how short of a time that you were in it.

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Tragedy & Questions

May 10, 2009

I was going to write about something really mundane and meaningless this morning until I got a call from my mother. She informed me that a friend of the family lost her son this morning to a heart problem. While this is a tragedy in and of its self since no parent should have to [...]

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